...but, I'm still in love with my french braids, that, I am wearing under my wig. I love it, when, I don't have to comb my hair. I never did like combing my hair, even, as a young girl. I remember in high school, my hair would be wild, woolly and free. Everybody, used to call me a wild child. They also used to say, you don't know what to do with all that hair and how come you don't comb your hair? Even, today, people say the same thing. I wasn't, never, into my hair. I thought of it, always, being a problem, dreadful and in my way, especially, when my mother used to say, I had bad hair.
It's really amazing, that, I have the same mindset of not, combing my hair. Only this time, I'm benefiting from it, by retaining length. When I don't feel like dealing with my hair, I just leave it in braids or twists, for long periods of time. When I straighten it, I always see a new length of hair.
I've always loved my hair, straight. When my mommy would press it out and burn my ears at the top, lol, I remember, feeling, so pretty and free. I didn't have to worry about those, annoying naps, for awhile. I didn't have to hear any negative comments or hear the dread and sighs, when it was time to get my hair done. Ironically, as an adult, I still feel those same feelings and I think, those days as a little girl, are still embedded in me.
Luckily, I know how to do my hair, now. I don't have to be overcharged for my hair, anymore. Sure, I feel the dread, but, I do my hair when I am ready, most times. (I have way more on my head now, ever, in my whole life)
I know, I sound negative about my kinks, but, it's the truth. I've also, expressed, my same feelings in my videos. I don't sugar coat it and I say it, flat out. That's why, I narrowed my wash days, down, from 6 hours to 2 to 2 1/2 hours. The frustration has returned, from, when I was a little girl.
I know, if I wasn't on this tailbone hair journey, my hair would be unhealthy and short. It definitely, would be cut by now. When I think about cutting it, I have to remind myself to stick it out. I've already told the, world wide web, what, my goal is and I can't turn back.
I may cut it back up, after, I've reached my goal or maybe, not. I know, for a fact, I will be wearing it straight, a whole lot more:)